On a scale from 1 to Chris Brown.. how mad are...
there is nothing in life that i cant achieve
no matter what happens
it’s up to you to make it alright
lots of stuff going on in my head. I’m upset, aggravated, hurt, mourning, and lonely. my friend’s father committed suicide about 2days ago….tragic….I’m truly at a loss for words. nothing i can say or do to help him….just gotta go home and appreciate what i have that much more. today i fell trying to walk…just realized how close yet how far i am to...
I’m a shadow, one that no light will shine on. As long as you follow me, you’ll...– Old Snake - Metal Gear Solid 4 (via todreamistowake)
sangrapples: We’re a generation of men raised by women. - Fight Club (1999)
my knee has supported its own wieght
today…the fight to walk, run, and feel free begins
freedom is just a state of mind its just the heart...
in case you guys didnt know what is going on, and considering how i just found out everything they did to my knee i will tell you. the patellar ligament was non-existent so they went in arthiscopically to take a ligament from my thigh and another from my calf to replace the snapped ones in my knee. see the way they anchor the ligaments is by drilling holes and well, drilling the ligaments in. so,...
I Am My Worst Enemy
and i will fight me every inch of the way, with all that i am.
Something About Us on repeat...
ledaftpunk: Feel like crying, And just wanna be hugged, But still leave it on repeat because I love the song
tests of thyself
ive never been tested like this. im getting second thoughts. will i succeed? will i pass the expectations others have put on me? i just want my leg back.
we are the all singin, all dancing shit of the...
im about 5 days in recovery. my knee has bent past the required 90degrees. this is great. the pain however is still unbearable. the morphine catheter i have yanked out my crotch. i have a video…would you like me to post it? the support i have received from those that matter is substantial. my brother in particular. the women i thought would be here arent but i cant stay on that. just keep on...
so its the third day after my surgery. the pain is immense. this is the first time ive completely broken down from a pain. i fight on though. ive done all my exercises and bent my knee, ive even stood up to my support my own weight. progress is slow but i will be back to freerunning. stay tuned
horizontalfissure: God, I love this song so...
This is your life, and it’s ending one minute at a time.– Fight Club (via sleeps-with-fishes)
surgery tmrw….im pretty much shitting the biggest bricks i ever have lol. Bright side though; cant seem to find an “up”to this though….i saw the exercises that my therapy consists of and i am terrified…simple things like hold my leg straight….that made me so much more apprehensive….what if my knee doesn’t heal properly…no more running, football...
pump the brakes! WHAT THE HELL!?! its coming up in 2 days! WHAT THE FUCK?! yea im panicking…..hopefully i wont be too high to not type tonight. shits going down…..get ready
That One Weird Bestfriend You Do Weird Things With...